Afraid to be loosing my independence
Being an only child, I had to learn from an early age how to entertain myself on my own. As a teenager I was ignored in highschool by my colleagues because my parents did not have a fancy job or lived in the “right”neighbourghood. Then I moved to Paris for university and even when I had friends weekends could be pretty lonely.
Anyway all this made me quite independent. I travel solo a lot, I go to movies and theatre on my own, I live alone and like it.
But lately I sometimes feel the need to speak to somebody. Yesterday I hardly uttered a word all day, except for ordering food at the restaurant, o I really felt the urge to call somebody.It is probably normal, after all, we are social animals, but it does annoy me a bit.